Not much updates

My sister's wedding is this week sunday. Didnt help her much either and I will miss the Malacca trip organised by my company. Now I can better adapt to my working environment and everything is fine and the deadline is not so tight now :)

Friends are leaving audit

I was telling my mum that some of my friends are leaving big 4 audit already. Then my mum said that I should endure till December so that I can get paid for my army ICT. Wow, that is so motivating -_-
Then as usual, she will bring up the facts that my 2nd sister last time will work until 10pm for her engineering career, said I am lousy, cant even take it. Actually I can take it now just that I am worried whether I can take it during the peak. Now its still ok.

被爱/爱人

This topic is about the drama where in the trailer, 桃花, said she prefers to love someone. So if given a choice, will you love someone or you chose someone who loves you? Actually I have both of this feelings before. I would say both are no good. Like my surname.

Choosing someone who loves you. This is tricky. For guys, the wooing part will be easy and you can easily get her hand but will you be happy? Maybe yes for the initial part but will it last long run? I dunno.

You love someone. This is quite hard. The other girl gives you cold shoulder and you keep preserve. Some girls will think you are annoying even though you genuinely love her. I think this hurts the most but you will tell yourself that at least you tried. You will skip a beat when you are starting to have illusions that she accepts to go out with you. Then when you come back to reality and try to ask her out, you get rejected. Its like a roller coaster ride...

Its hard to get someone you really like and the other party also likes you too.

Name again

I went to see people fly kite today. I didnt fly mine cos my kite needs some stitching and my mum cant help me fix it as she was busy with my sister's wedding. I did try one stunt kite and I am very tempted. 100 dollars :(

One guy came forward and asked my name and as usual I said Cavan
I think he struggled abit and asked my surname. I said Ng.
As he taught me how to fly kite so there is some rapport between us. So he said, '' No Good ah''
Hahahaha.. I think it damn funny eh as he didn say in an insult way.

Going to work again tomorrow. Quite stressed nowadays

Name

Whenever I say I am Cavan, alot of people will give me the weird look. Kevin is it?

Comfortdelgro Service Hotline: '' You are?''

I said, '' Cavan''

Comfortdelgro Service Hotline: '' Kevin?''

I said '' Yarrr. ''

I gave up.

Actually quite a few clients called me Kevin then one day my client called me and say Kevin! And I lagged 10 seconds and turned back and say Hello~.

I like my name but its hard to introduce myself in the first meeting.

Work Vs Study

Cavan says (10:52 PM):
So u prefer to study or work ?
z says (10:53 PM):
I guess both gt pros n cons?
Cavan says (10:54 PM):
oh
z says (10:54 PM):
Work is gd..but study gt more time for things
Cavan says (10:55 PM):
Woa
I like ur way of describing it

zsays (11:07 PM):
Wad abt u? u like work or study better?
Cavan says (11:08 PM):
hahaha
Last time study, I get paid mthly allowance
Though you get paid for work, you have to use the bulk to pay ppl
whats the diff? and .. u work more

Helping ppl

I was reading a blog and the blogger wrote about his friend. His friend said that a few of his friends whom he had helped before don't even want to help him when he needs help but friends that he hardly know sometimes surprise him by offering to help.

For me, I will always offer help whoever you are when in need (must be within my capability) and will take the extra mile if you had helped me before or you have related blood ties. But the bad thing about me is that, when I helped you before, and when I really need help and you gave me a lackluster response, I will feel very sad. Then, later I will be less enthusiastic about helping you next time.

I think the best person around is helping without thinking of getting anything back. I always thought I am that kind of person but several circumstances happened and I felt sad over it which I think is wrong. Hope I can change my mindset.